Marvin would be celebrating his 32nd birthday today if he were still here, but he’s not. It still hurts and we still miss him but we have to take comfort in the thought that he’d be happier celebrating there in heaven.
This day will forever be one of those days that will depress me each and every year. It reminds me of the shock of his loss and the pain it caused me and my family. It reminds me of the years I wasted not truly getting to know him. Each year, on this day, I mourn about him and what he could have been. They say time heals all wounds. But it’s been twelve years and yet the wound he left in my heart when he passed, to this day still hurts.
Marvin, I pray that you’re happily enjoying your days with God and all our relatives and friends who have all passed. I pray that you’ve found your peace despite your gruesome and untimely death. I pray that whenever you look back at your short life here on Earth, you feel that you have always been loved by all of us and that you realize that you have positively touched our lives in so many ways. We continue to miss you and love you and look forward to the day that we all get to see you again. Happy birthday, bro!
I know that no words can comfort you for such great pain, Ice. But I do pray that you find comfort in God’s love.
Thank you for your prayers. I really appreciate it. đŸ˜€